Question: I live in Brazil and I can't find "A Legacy Of Love Mark II" anywhere in the record stores here. Is there a way to get it via mail order from Germany?

Sid : Of course - "A Legacy Of Love Mark II" is distributed world wide by Playbaker. You'll find the reasonably priced album at Playbaker's online store here.

Frage: Ich muss zugeben, dass ich zwar eure ersten beiden Alben besitze, mir bis vor einigen Monaten jedoch gar nicht bekannt war, dass 2001 mit „Perfume“ eine weitere Scheibe veröffentlicht wurde. Nun mag das zwar auch an mir selbst liegen, dass diese Veröffentlichung an mir vorüber ging, dennoch bin ich mal so vermessen, die „Schuld“ daran an anderer Stelle zu suchen – könnte es sein, dass in Sachen Promotion in der Vergangenheit möglicherweise auch einiges im Argen lag?

Sid: "Perfume" erschien zu einem Zeitpunkt, als es zu den bereits erwähnten Scherereien mit Napalm gekommen war, weshalb von Seiten des Labels auch kein Interesse mehr Bestand, dieses Album noch in irgendeiner Form effektiv zu promoten. Napalm warf uns ja sogar vor, dass Antichrisis auf dem Album wie Tic Tac Toe klingen würden, worauf ich entgegenete, dass ich überhaupt nichts dagegen einzuwenden hätte, wenn Napalm von "Perfume" ebenso viele Einheiten wie Tic Tac Toe verkaufen würde.

Ich glaube, wir sind eine der wenigen Bands in der Musikgeschichte, die sich von Seiten der eigenen Plattenfirma den Vorwurf anhören musste, das sie "zu kommerziell" sei...

Daher bist Du leider nicht der Einzige, an dem "Perfume" völlig spurlos vorüber ging - auch wenn ich dem Album im Nachhinein eher mit zwiespältigen Gefühlen gegenüberstehe: Es stellte zum damaligen Zeitpunkt ein Experiment dar, bei dem ich mal eine andere Arbeitsweise ausprobieren wollte - doch ein Experiment kann mitunter auch daneben gehen: Songs wie "Like the Stars", "Goodbye to Jane" oder "Hole in my Head" halte ich auch aus heutiger Sicht noch für äußerst gelungen, wohingegen einige andere Tracks nicht die Wirkung entfalten konnten, die sie hätten haben können, wenn ich ich sie anders strukturiert hätte. Ich wollte viel Raum für Improvisationen lassen und keine detaillierte Ausarbeitung wie noch auf "A Legacy of Love" vornehmen. Diese Methode hatte zwar ihren Reiz, führte letztendlich aber dazu, dass "Perfume" weitaus weniger geschlossen als "Cantara Anachoreta" oder "A Legacy of Love" klingt. Wie gesagt: Es sind einige sehr gute Songs darauf enthalten, aber als Album funktionierte es nicht.

Wie auch immer - ich habe aus diesem Experiment gelernt und festgestellt, dass meine Songs dann am stärksten sind, wenn ich sie über die Melodie entwickle und nicht über Drum-Grooves und Bass-Lines, wie ich es auf "Perfume" getan habe.

Question: I think I can easily say that "A Legacy Of Love" is a manifesto of love and friendship: do you think that people influenced by this album have changed their view on these issues or have perhaps discovered a new truth for themselves?

Sid: We've received lots of feedback to this album, and the reactions to it were quite peculiar: In the beginning, after the album's release, most people were puzzled and confused because they expected a gothic album similar to our debut, "Cantara Anachoreta”, so they were not at all prepared for the Folk Pop-experience of “A Legacy of Love”. But after a while they seemed to understand more and more the album's deeper meaning: Gothic Metal would have been a too limited musical diction to express all the feelings I wanted to manifest on that album. My ambition was to create an album that would outlast time, both in form and content, and I think we have achieved that goal: One can tell this easily by all the requests we receive for a re-release of "A Legacy of Love” (the album is meanwhile out of stock); seems a bit like if this album was too far ahead of its time and that just now people become aware of its emotional and musical value (and I'm sure it'll be exactly the same with "Perfume")... Many people were touched and moved by "A Legacy of Love", because this album reflects the most primary human experiences of love and loss in an almost painful yet simultaneously beautiful way: Maybe one of its main effects was that it made people realize that they were not alone: No matter if you're in love or if you'd just lost someone you've loved - when you got home at night, there was always this album to provide confirmation and bliss, or consolation and hope. I doubt that "A Legacy of Love" changed anybody's life, but it made them see things in a different way: It made them realize the beauty of love as well as the importance of holding on to one's dreams even if having to face drawbacks from time to time. In the end, that's what art of any kind is all about: to create the state of catharsis for the audience that makes people feel better instead of dragging them down.

Frage: Ehrlich gesagt hab ich mich mit dem Sprechgesang im dem Stück "Like the stars" schwer getan und fand das ganze eher deplatziert. Wie kam es dazu, waren die meisten Reaktionen ähnlich meiner oder gab es auch positive Stimmen? Findet ihr nicht, dass der Gesang eher nach einem Dancefloor-Act klingt?

Näx: Ich finde es nicht verwerflich, wenn zu grooviger Musik ein wenig gerappt wird. Long live Grandmaster Flash and The Furious Five! Immerhin ist Rap die extremste Form, Sprache zu rhythmisieren, von Reinhard Mey's genialen Reimereien mal abgesehen. O.k., Antichrisis ist keine echte Gangsta Rap Crew, aber Tic Tac Toe ist das schliesslich auch nicht...

Sid: Ich kann mich für viele unterschiedliche Musikstile begeistern - es zählt nur, ob ein Song gut oder schlecht ist, und nicht, welcher musikalischer Stilmittel er sich bedient...und ich sehe mir tausendmal lieber einen guten Gig von Seeed an, als mir den xten Aufguss des immer gleichen, mittlerweile völlig zur leeren Pose erstarrten Gothic-Metal-Konzepts anzutun! "Like the Stars" ist nun mal ein Dancefloor-Song und verlangte daher auch nach dem Einsatz der entsprechenden Stilmittel. Wenn ich die Idee für einen Song habe, frage ich niemals danach, welche musikalischen Ausdrucksformen ich dabei zum Einsatz bringen darf und welche nicht - eine solche Form der Selbstzensur wäre der Tod meiner Musik!

Ich war zugegebenermassen zunächst selbst überrascht, als ich während der Vorproduktion feststellte, dass "Like the Stars" mit dem Sprechgesang in den Strophen am besten funktioniert, und ich stellte fest, dass es keine leichte Aufgabe ist, einen Text zu schreiben, der sich streng nach dem Diktat von Rhythmik, Versmaß und Reimschema zu richten hat. Im übrigen sind die meisten Leute, die "Perfume" bislang gehört haben, der Ansicht, dass wir "Like the Stars" unbedingt als Single hätten auskoppeln sollen.

Question: I have got a feeling that the cover of "Perfume" was prepared in a hurry: It looks so very poor and its content inside is also very modest. What sense does it make to put your lyrics at the Website only? Don't you think that a buyer deserves its printed version in the booklet?

Sid: Point taken. First: I'm a big fan of the cover artwork that Peter Saville and Martyn Atkins did in the early Eighties for Manchester-based label Factory Records, esp. for Joy Division. No naked female vampires or fake plastic skeletons or what else you have on your average contemporary goth-covers, but plain and straight, Bauhaus-inspired (not the band, but the famous school of arts in Dessau) artwork that didn't draw the listeners attention from the music. And as I do like that style a lot, I wanted to have something similar for "Perfume", and so we did the booklet-design together with Guido Meyer de Voltaire, who - even though he's always missing the deadline - did a great job. Whether you like it or not, the cover of "Perfume" was done with purpose and care - and most of all it does look neither "gothic" or "metal". Proper job.

Second: We didn't put the lyrics in the booklet due to objections of Napalm Records. They've had lots of problems with the rather thick booklet of "A Legacy of Love" that caused many complains by record dealers: Peasants browsing through the CDs in the store did take the booklet out and had to fiddle about like hell to get it back in the case again, most of the times in a very crinkled or even ripped condition.

So we had to find a way to let buyers have all the lyrics either wedged on 4 sides of a CD-booklet, which would have only been able with using a font not larger than 4 points and hence causing serious sight-damages to the innocent customer, or putting them on properly lay-outed and more easily readable pdf-files on our website, which allows even non-CD-purchasers to get hold of the lyrics. By the way, the download's for free; we do neither charge anything for it nor do we demand a voucher of purchase or any serial numbers for it, so I don't really understand why you're so upset about this - nowadays even people without internet-connection do at least know somebody who has a PC (or preferably a Mac) and a modem. But maybe that's another case of being "too modern" again... I only wished all Antichrisis-fans would be that worried and concerned about when it comes to loading illegal mp3-files of our albums up and down!

Question: Do you think Perfume has met the expectations of your audience? Will Antichrisis ever hit the airwaves of commercial radio station or do you consider yourself as being not "mainstream" enough...

Sid: To be honest, I don't care about our audience or its expectations very much: First of all, my music belongs to me and no one else - if other people like it as well, then this is just a lucky coincidence and not the main reason for my musical output. That's why I don't want to push Antichrisis in any way whatsoever: As a human being, I'm constantly developing, and these developments will cause effects on Antichrisis' music as well. At the moment our music is published by a record company - maybe one day we don't need record companies any more, but who cares? I got some recording devices at home, and I certainly won't stop writing and recording new stuff anyway, may it get published or not. I'm not in this business for fame or money...in the end, I'm just a songwriter who simply does what he has to do - although I think Antichrisis does provide a certain commercial appeal as well: Songs like “Goodbye to Jane”, “Our Last Show”, “Wasteland” or “Like the Stars” could - with some proper support - easily enter the charts, as they are both catchy and mainstream-compatible, though still maintaining that special Antichrisis-touch!

Question: So we've got the third album of Antichrisis. I have to tell you that while listening to this album for the first time I had a feeling that the album sounded too modern, that you drift towards pop music too dangerously. My feeling was for sure influenced by the fact that the songs form “Perfume” were easier and somehow nicer; they fell faster into your ear. But after listening to it few times you realize that it is the same band, only refreshened and more "cheerful" Do you agree?

Sid: First of all let me ask you a question: What kind of complete nonsense is this to evaluate music by criteria like "too modern" or "drift towards pop music too dangerously"? Do these terms say anything about the actual QUALITY of music? No, not at all - it's just the sort of pseudo-know-it-all-terminology used by people who have stopped listening to music with their heart but trying to analyze it with their so called brains instead! Either you like a song or not, either you find it awful of great - but trying to evaluate music with terms like being "too modern" is nothing else but a sure sign of utter backwardness! When Richard Wagner first hit the scene back in 1841 with his opera "The Flying Dutchman", critics laughed at him, calling his music "too modern" as well - guess who's the laughing stock now?

But anyway: As you've already found out, "Perfume" may sound different from "A Legacy of Love", but it's still Antichrisis - even if it's another side of the same band! We just used a different form of musical expression, as we do consider repetition as dead boring - we're musicians, not parrots!

"Perfume" has become a very powerful and vital record: Whereas "A Legacy of Love" was the perfect soundtrack for a cold autumn's evening with candlelight, "Perfume" is meant for dancing, preferably in a crowded and sweaty discotheque... maybe that's the more cheerful side of Antichrisis you're referring to.

Frage: Mir fällt auf, dass die Songs auf "Perfume" weniger melancholisch ausgefallen sind als noch auf "Legacy of Love", was auch sicher mit der damals doch schweren Materie des Trennens zusammenhing. Hatte das Werk für euch die gewünschte katalytische Wirkung? Daher der etwas beschwingtere Klang des neuen Albums?

Sid: Die Arbeit an einem Album kann zwar helfen, die eigenen Gefühle zum Ausdruck zu bringen, so wie dies schon bei "A Legacy of Love" und "Cantara Anachoreta" der Fall war, doch die eigentliche Katharsis setzt erst mit dem nötigen zeitlichen Abstand ein: Manche Verarbeitungsprozesse brauchen eben ihre Zeit! Somit hatten die beiden ersten Antichrisis-Alben eine Art Tagebuch-Funktion: Ich dokumentierte mit den Songs meine eigenen Gefühle, um ihnen so Gestalt zu verleihen.

"Perfume" ist allerdings definitiv das erste Antichrisis-Album, auf dem ich als Songwriter keine Vergangenheitsbewältigung leisten musste, sondern mich völlig auf das Hier und Jetzt konzentrieren konnte - daher auch die kraftvollere und zuversichtlichere Grundstimmung des Albums. Darüber hinaus war es mir wichtig, Antichrisis auch einmal von einer anderen Seite zu zeigen, die in der Vergangenheit zu kurz kam: Nämlich als eine Band, die durchaus zu grooven versteht und deren Songs zum Tanzen geeignet sind.

Frage: "Perfume" zeigt eine stark gewandelte Band: Weg vom ehemaligen Folk-Rock/Metal hin zu eher modernen Sounds, inklusive vieler elektronischer Elemente. Wie kam dieses Wandlung zustande, was war euch dabei am wichtigsten?

Sid: Wir haben lediglich unsere musikalische Basis erweitert und ausgebaut, was eigentlich eine ganz normale künstlerische Entwicklung sein sollte: Wir sind stets offen für Experimente, und wenn sich diese in Form guter Songs niederschlagen, setzen wir sie auch um. Dies war somit der einzige Bewertungsmassstab, den bei den Vorbereitungsarbeiten für "Perfume" anlegten: Betreiben wir hier Experimente um des Experiments willen, oder entwickeln sich daraus schlüssige Songs, die unsere Gefühle bestmöglich zum Ausdruck bringen und die dennoch neue musikalische Bereiche eröffnen? Daher empfinde ich "Perfume" weniger als Wandlung, sondern vielmehr als konsequente Weiterentwicklung - und das war schon immer eines der charakteristischen Markenzeichen von Antichrisis.

Question: “Perfume” contains very exclusive kind of music; with it's odour influencing all senses - this time your music is more rock-ish, psychedelic or even sensorical, but however it is still Antichrisis, thanks to Näx's characteristic instruments. Do you agree with this recapitulation?

Sid: Of course Näx' special uilleann pipes-sound has become some kind of trademark, but most of all it's the songwriting that provides the typical Antichrisis-touch: Though I may always use different musical ways of expression, I have developed a very characteristic "handwriting" if it comes to creating and arranging songs: there are no bagpipes on "Carry me Down", "Something Inside" or "Gates of Paradise", yet these songs still sound like Antichrisis... anyway: Näx is a brilliant artist and I just love working with him!

Question: In the booklets preface of "A Legacy of Love" you say that both darkness and light are given to us to make us prosper and grow. Do you consider composing and writing as an adventure and what are your inner conquests?

Sid: I'll have to admit that I haven't got the slightest idea why I had to go through all that tough shit during the time the album was written: O.K., the result of all these emotional misfortunes lead to a very heart-touching album, but if broken-heartedness is the price for the songs on "A Legacy of Love", then this price could be considered much too high! But no need to argue: These things have happened, and I'll have to deal with it somehow, whether I like it or not... There are good times and bad times in everybody's life, and accepting the interplay of both, the necessity of experiencing both to become aware of life's everchanging cycles, might be an important step on our path to self-awareness.

Composing and writing songs is just one part of my inner conquest: I would not call it an adventure, furthermore something like a gift that makes it easier for me to come to terms with life.

Question: Is there a concept behind the lyrics of “Perfume”?

Sid: No - both "Cantara Anachoreta" and "A Legacy of Love" had been concept albums, so this time I wanted to try something different, hence each song of "Perfume" is meant to be some kind of snapshot of my life: There are moments of joy and love (for example "Gates of Paradise", "Dragonflies" or "Like the Stars") as well as moments of being pissed off by human stupidity & cruelty ("Hole in my Head" and "Goodbye to Jane") and also some spiritual songs just like "We are the Witches" and "Carry me Down" - all in all a pretty extensive collection of my world of emotions.

Question: Perfume is released by Napalm Records, is it your real first release for them? I think in the past you have suffered by very poor distribution - not to mention promotion!

Sid: "Perfume" is actually our second and last album for Napalm Records - our contract is carried out now and we're free to find a more suitable label for us. I wouldn't go as far as to say that Napalm Records would have done "bad promotion”: After all, they're just a BM/Gothic-label, and they're used to promote bands and artists of that genre - but they've made the mistake of taking Antichrisis for a metal-act, so they were bound to fail in promoting a band that's simply beyond musical limitations! In the beginning of our cooperation with Napalm Records I had the impression that they were interested in entering new musical territories, and that signing Antichrisis was meant to be their first step in that direction - but in the end I realized that they would have been much more satisfied if we'd just recorded "Cantara Anachoreta" Vol. 2 and 3 instead of developing into those directions we've headed for with “A Legacy of Love” and “Perfume”: In fact, they considered both albums as being “too commercial”, but at the same time they're not capable of using this commercial potential for their own and the band's sake.

Question: What about the general atmosphere of Perfume?

Sid: Both "Cantara Anachoreta" and "A Legacy of Love" came into being during rather miserable periods of my life, whereas the songs of "Perfume" arose in a rather different situation; hence it sounds less gloomy or sad than its predecessors did. The quest that began with the debut-album and continued with the second release has found its end with "Perfume"; that's why these three albums do seem like a trilogy to me: "Perfume" is the final chapter of the novel.

Question: Would you like to talk about the genesis of “Perfume”?

Sid: I'm afraid the process of creating an album can hardly be put into words, as it's simply beyond intention - it's all about sitting around until getting hit by another idea for a new song. Some of these ideas remain and develop, whereas others are proven unworthy, hence they go straight into the metaphorical dustbin...

As soon as there are enough songs for an entire album - and in my opinion a proper CD should at least last something over 60 minutes, because customers should get value for money - one has to call the record company to bug them until they give in and send you to the studio, which is always the most difficult part, because some record companies seem to be mostly clueless (they wouldn't recognize a good song even if they'd got run over by one!), conservative (all they ever want is a precise replica of your last album, because it sold quite well and the new one might propably not!) and clumsy (you can always trust them to get everything wrong - even those things that cannot possibly go wrong because of universal laws of unthinkability; but record company executives in general seem to be completely out of any reasonable sphere of action!).

Question: You have just returned from the studio where you‘ve recorded your new album „Perfume“: Can you give us some impressions about the time you spent there, including the material you have recorded?

Näx: I can't remember too much of it. Yes, there were Sid and Dragonfly and my girlfriend Nicole visited us also. And then there was this big, big dog... A funny little man with long hair was also there, always sitting behind a window in a room. I think he was trapped there... Sometimes I saw a young woman with golden hair. And then there was a second big, big dog. And cigarsmoke I think. Well, that's all, sorry.

Sid: We spent 5 weeks at the Blue House Studio in Meerane: We had recorded „A Legacy of Love“ there, too, and as this had been a very pleasant and cooperative experience, we decided to record our new album there again. The Producer, Jens Bachmann, who also runs the studio, is a really great guy: He's not the sort of producer who tries to enforce his own idea of sound on a band, but someone who listens carefully to the band‘s conception and tries to transform their ideas as good as possible into music. Besides, he‘s a brilliant guitarist as well and we were glad that he liked our new stuff that much that he offered to join us for the recordings.

So this time, with the additional support of Kugator on Drums and Tilo Rockstroh on Keyboards, Antichrisis appeared as a "proper" band on an album instead of being just some kind of One-Man-project as it were on previous recordings.

We have recorded 10 songs for “Perfume”: "Something Inside" is a song about someone finding himself trapped in memories of the past, being forced to relive a traumatical situation again and again until he‘s able to let go off the past. Matching the lyric's character, this song comes up like a haunting nightmare, the accoustic equivalent to lying awake in sleepless nights with torturing thoughts banging against your head.

"Gates of Paradise" deals with the subject of being struck down by love but gettin' up again... it's also a song that I've especially written for Dragonfly, and it's the only track on the album where I've done all vocals on my own. The song itself is quite strange: It's based on a shuffle groove, which is normally to be found in traditional Blues or Jazz, but there's also a wall of sound by analogue sequencers, transforming this song into a rather "electronique" shape, whereas the electric guitars pick up the shuffle beat again - pretty weird!

"Hole in my Head" is one of the new songs that we've introduced also on last year's tour: It's about the ignorance and blindness of other people towards the things that really matter, about their predilection for self-righteousness and prejudice instead of thinking for a minute of being tolerant. It's a very groovy track, a mixture of TripHop-sounds and heavy guitars.

"Carry me Down" is our new interpretation of a song that appeared as "Baleias" on our first album and as "Baleias Bailando" on "A Legacy of Love": This song has become some kind of Antichrisis-theme over the years, and I like the idea to present it on every album in a completely different manner: Though it may still be the same song, it always sounds completely different in order to give some kind of musical summary of Antichrisis‘ current development. This time the song has turned into a bewitching blend of TripHop-Grooves, shamanic chantings and heavy guitars.

"Wasteland" is my vision of a perfect pop-tune: Catchy but yet unpredictable! It starts quite mellow and smooth, but as soon as the refrain appears, the guitars break loose. In my point of view, a good pop song shouldn't sound too clean - it always needs a certain kind of racket to disguise its beauty: That makes it much more interesting than offering everything unveiled!

With "Like the Stars" we've entered a completely new territory: Our first song coming up with vocals in Rap-style - but don't be afraid: They fit perfectly into the song, the song itself sounds just great and as soon as the refrain starts, you'll be blown away by Näx' enchanting pipes and Dragonfly's backing vocals - another fine example for a perfect pop-tune!

And for all of those who thought that Antichrisis would have turned into a bunch of sweet-toothed popsters, there's "We are the Witches": A song that picks up the pagan thread of "Cantara Anachoreta" again, sounding as if Black Sabbath had decided to kick ass again - but this time with bagpipes from hell! Heavy as a ton of lead - and equiped with a refrain that‘s based on a traditional english witches' Chant.

I've been always very satisfied with every Antichrisis-release - there was only one thing that has always bugged me, and that was the very bad version of "Goodbye to Jane" on our first album, because of the vocals that had been done in a very uninspired way by former singer Willowcat. I always wanted to re-record the song again. We did a new and much more powerful version, with brilliant vocals, splendid bagpipes and an absolute unbelievable amount of E-Guitars creating an amazing Wall of Sound.

As most of the new songs have turned into really powerful and energetic tracks, I wanted to create some kind of „breathing-space“ on the album as well - and so "Dragonflies" arose in my mind - and when listening to this song you‘ll find yourself easily at a pond on a warm summer's day, the reflections of sunlight on the water and Dragonflies dancing on its surface... and that's exactly the atmosphere I wanted to capture with this track!

The last song on the album and at the same time the first cover-version we‘ve ever recorded is Led Zeppelin's "Whole lotta Love": I always thought that doing cover-versions is a heavy burden, because one usually doesn't cover bad songs, and it's always hard to beat a classic original or even to match it up, especially if it's such a great song as "Whole lotta Love". So doing a cover version does not mean just to „replay“ an old version, but to show a renown song in a new light without treating it in an unrespectful way... but instead of merely repeating the original‘s somehow ridiculous machismo-attitude (although Robert Plant undoubtedly did one of his best vocal performances on this track), we've turned it into some kind of feminist-electronic-dancefloor-metal-with-lots-of-bagpipes-and-naughty-noises!

All in all, our new album has become a very powerful and vital record: Whereas "A Legacy of Love" was the perfect soundtrack for a cold autumn's evening with candlelight, "Perfume" is meant for dancing and headbanging, preferably in a crowded and sweaty discotheque...

Question: It took quite a long time to come up with Perfume, aren't you afraid of losing touch with the fans?

Sid: I'm not afraid of losing touch: Our fans have the chance to contact us via email, and we try to answer every email and every letter we receive as soon as possible.

As I'm doing most of the songwrighting on my own, it's quite understandable that Antichrisis works in a different way than a "normal" band does: I do create the majority of songs, lyrics and arrangements on my own, I do have to come up with the album concept, hence songwriting takes a bit longer compared to other bands where two, three or even more people are working together on the songs in the rehearsal room at the same time. Of course I could come up with new stuff much faster, but I'm quite self-critical, so I'm always waiting until I'm absolutely convinced of every track that's bound to appear on an Antichrisis-album: If I have the slightest doubt about a song, I throw it straight in the dustbin.

I'm also quite sure that our music is good enough that people will remember it even if takes us a while to come up with a new album: Just think of how long it takes Guns'n'Roses or Pink Floyd to come up with a new one!

Question: But aren't you afraid that the direction you've chosen with "Perfume" may bear fruit of falling into excessive musical triviality?

Sid: Why should I? "Triviality" derives from latin trivialis, which means "to be found everywhere" or "commonplace" (from trivium, "crossroads", from tri + via "way")... so what's wrong with that? I'm just a songwriter trying to put his own experiences, which are not so different from those of other people who have fallen in and out of love, in words and music - pretty common, I guess. But again, this says nothing about the quality of music itself! I mean, Bruce Springsteen is a superstar with international chart success, and sure you would call him a fine example of "excessive musical triviality" - and still he comes up with brilliant songs like "If I should fall behind", "I'm on Fire" or "I wish I were blind" that would make you break down on your knees and beg for forgiveness if you were able to listen without prejudice only once.

I know also that you would like to reach wider horizons with Antichrisis' music, to go out of musical underground. You dream about charts, radio stations and (what I was mostly surprised with) people dancing to your music. I think you will admit that it is an unusual declaration in our music environment!

It seems to me that "our music environment" is simply not MY environment: As aforesaid, I'm just a musician, hence all I care about is music, and not any "environment" or "scene" - I'm simply too old for this shit! And what the hell is wrong with making people dance? Or are you by any chance a follower of the "serious-artists-should-make-their-audience-feel-miserable"-school of philosophy? Sorry, but that's not my cup of tea: Even in the most sorrowful Antichrisis-songs like for instance "The Farewell" or "Forever I Ride", there's always a spark of hope shining through! Life is hard enough, and it's not my duty as an artist to make it even harder!

Frage: Wie bist Du auf den Titel "Cantara Anachoreta" gekommen und was bedeutet er?

Sid: Der Titel ergab sich aus dem dem Album zugrundeliegenden Konzept, ist eine Mischung aus Portugiesisch und Latein und bedeutet "Die Gesänge des Eremiten".

Question: In Summer 1995 the debut demo "Missa Depositum Custodi" was released: Seems it was a great success in the underground, but it seems that it was mainly sold in Germany. What do you think about the demo nowadays? Should you have worked longer on the material before recording it or is it exactly the way you wanted it to be?

Sid: There has been an edition of 500 copies of "Missa Depositum Custodi", and it has been sold-out within 6 months after its release, which is quite good for the first demo of a newcomer. You are right: Most of the copies were sold in Germany, just a few in Greece and Italy. There hasn't been a 2nd. Edition because as the demo got Antichrisis a record contract, it had fulfilled its purpose and is now simply a collector's item.

I still like "Missa Depositum Custodi" because whereas the sound of the subsequently released album "Cantara Anachoreta" is much better with the songs being performed much straighter, the demo with its more "baroque" attitude and insufficient sound (that's homerecording for you!) nevertheless manages to create an own special atmosphere. Of course many things could have been done better, but I consider recordings as some kind of snapshot: The attraction lies in the spontaneity and not on some perfect technical standards - true feelings are always miles away from being immaculate, I guess! "Missa Depositum Custodi" is simply the best I could come up with at the time I recorded it.

Question: What's the meaning of the cover and the artwork in the booklet of "A Legacy of Love"?

Sid : The pictures show neolithic paintings and statues & figurines of European Goddesses to emphasize the spiritual aspects of Antichrisis, because all songs on this album are dedicated to the Great Goddess, and to a certain extent "A Legacy of Love" can be seen as a tribute to her.

Question: The sound of "A Legacy of Love" seems more direct than the one of "Cantara Anachoreta"...

Sid: Thanks for that compliment... but I'll have to admit that we'd spent more time in the studio than we did when recording "Cantara Anachoreta", and we had better equipment, too. Besides, theres also a mental difference between those 2 albums: The emphasis of "Cantara Anachoreta" was a more spiritual one, whereas "A Legacy of Love" is mainly determined by emotional values. But maybe it's also a question of musical matters, because there are hardly any manipulated sounds to be found on "A Legacy of Love": About 80 % of the sounds we used were created by acoustic instruments, recorded almost without any special sound effects - that's why this album sounds as if you had a strange kind of folk-band in your living-room.

Question: I suppose you are one of few bands that decided to include the notes in their booklet. What was the reason for doing this?

Sid : It's just that after the release of "Cantara Anachoreta" many fans have asked for the guitar chords to the songs... but including them in the booklet of "A Legacy of Love" would have made it twice as thick as it already is - and so we thought it'd be nice (and also quite provoking) for all those guitarists to have the pipes-notes instead. As aforesaid: We do have a rather challenging attitude (and also a weird sense of humour) sometimes!

Question: It seems to me that sometimes in your music you wanna appeal to a metal audience like on "Trying not to breathe".Why is this so? I mean you should rather stick to that beautiful quality of songs like "Baleias Bailando".

Sid: I never try to appeal to any kind of audience! If this would be the case then I'd certainly do completely different stuff! All I'm trying to do with Antichrisis is meeting my own expectations which is to come up with the most approbriate musical expression that the idea behind a song requires: Sometimes it takes the shape of a soft piano ballad, of a folk song or even of a metal-like piece of music as it did on "Trying not to breathe". It's the song that asks for its proper musical manifestation, not the audience's anticipation!

Frage: Mir fiel auf, daß "A Legacy of Love" sehr viel folk-orientierter ist als euer Debüt-Album, besonders in Bezug auf den irischen Dudelsack. Wie genau seid ihr auf die Idee gekommen, gerade dieses Element vorrangig zu verwenden? Und woher kommen die vielfältigen Einflüße?

Sid: Da ich die Stücke für Antichrisis grundsätzlich auf der akustischen Gitarre komponiere, ist es naheliegend, daß sich dabei schnell eine folkloristische Note einschleicht: Die E-Gitarre spielt auf "A Legacy of Love" keine grosse Rolle bzw. wird (von einigen Soli abgesehen) nur an wenigen Stellen zur Untermalung eingesetzt. Tja, und da Näx ein hervorragender Piper ist, der den Dudelsack genau so spielt, wie ich es mir vorstelle, ergibt sich aus dieser Kombination automatisch ein stärkerer Folk-Einfluß...

Ich liebe den irischen Dudelsack wegen seiner natürlichen Klangfarbe: Richtig gespielt bringt er diesen klagenden und sehnsuchtsvollen Ton zustande, der genau zur Musik von Antichrisis paßt - und darüber hinaus finde ich es vom Konzept her interessant, diesem traditionellen Instrument die Funktion zuzuteilen, die normalerweise - zumindest in der Rockmusik - die E-Gitarre inne hat. Nimm z. B. einen Song wie "Baleias": In der Version auf dem Debut-Album war das Stück noch vom E-Gitarren-Sound dominiert, während er in der neuen Version auf "A Legacy of Love" lediglich mittels akustischer Instrumenten vorgetragen wird - und trotzdem wirkt der Song in der Neufassung dynamischer, weil er vom rhythmischen Gerüst her wie ein traditionelles irisches Tanzstück gehalten wurde....es gibt eine solch reichhaltige musikalische Tradition in der irischen Musik, von der ich mich nur zu gerne inspirieren lasse.

Die vielfältigen Einflüße in der Musik von Antichrisis kommen daher, daß ich beim Verfassen eines Songs niemals einer bestimmten Vorstellung folge: Manchmal bin ich selbst überrascht, in welche Richtung sich ein Stück entwickelt. Doch ich selbst bestimme nie, wie die Umsetzung zu geschehen hat: Jeder Song wählt seinen eigenen Weg, indem sich der Inhalt die passende Form sucht - und diese Arbeitsweise verhindert, daß Antichrisis auf einen bestimmten Stil festgenagelt werden könnte. Zwar finden sich bei Antichrisis Elemente von Gothic, Dark Wave, Folk, Metal, Grunge usw., doch kann unsere Musik niemals auf lediglich eine dieser Spielarten reduziert werden; und sie ist auch weit davon entfernt, lediglich einen Crossover darzustellen, weil jedes dieser Elemente nur dann zum Einsatz kommt, wenn es der Logik des jeweiligen Songs folgend auch seine Berechtigung hat....das alles klingt jetzt vermutlich ziemlich kopflastig, ist aber im Grunde genommen ein organischer Prozess, der es mir erlaubt, mich eines äußerst breiten Spektrums unterschiedlichster Stilistiken zu bedienen.

Näx: Die Songs des neuen Albums sind von der Anlage her folkiger, weil der unverzerrte Klang der Instrumente den meisten Stücken gerechter wird als ein Metal-lastiger Sound. Die klangliche Veränderung hat ihren Grund aber auch darin, daß der Inhalt der Stücke ein anderer ist als auf "Cantara Anachoreta". Wo es paßte, haben wir E-Gitarren & Distortion eingesetzt, aber ein Stück wie "Dancing in the Midnight Sun" würde im reinen Metal-Gewand wohl kaum wirken. Das Folk-Feeling wird schließlich dadurch verstärkt, daß wir auch folkloristische Instrumente wie irischen Dudelsack, Flöten oder Mandoline einsetzen. Zum Einen bauen wir traditionelle irische Stücke in die Songs ein, zum Anderen nutzen wir den "folkigen" Klang der Pipes, um damit Soli oder Begleitungen zu spielen, die sonst normalerweise die E-Gitarre übernimmt.

Question: Although love brings happiness (and sometimes sadness), "A Legacy of Love" is full of sorrow. Did you want to describe the sad side of love?

Sid: It wasn't my intention at first place to record a mostly desperate album, but fate turned out to be just that way: I lost a wonderful and precious love at that time, and divine ordinances of that kind are not supposed to make you write happy songs!

I felt so incredibly sad when I wrote those songs, and the process of writing them was like building up some kind of armoury against an engulfing darkness. Nevertheless I've also tried to show that there's more to love than just sorrow and despair, and so I put 2 songs on "A Legacy of Love" to picture as well its unbelievable beauty: "Nightswan" and "Planet Kyrah". Both songs were originally written at a time when I was still together with my former girlfriend, and so they accidently became aural sculptures of this love's chastity, innocence and virtousness.

Maybe it was the hardest part for me to perform these 2 songs in the studio, because they reminded me too much of what I had lost, but at the same time they are reminiscences of a very beautiful time in my life!

No, really, I would have wanted this album not to become as sad and sorrowful as it did, but sometimes one just cant help it.

Frage: Die Songs auf "A Legacy of Love" klingen gefühlsbetont und mitreissend zugleich - wer ist bei euch für die Musik verantwortlich?

Näx: Verantwortlich für die Songs ist bei uns Sid. Bevor er die Stücke schreibt, erlebt er sie erst mal - das ist auch der Grund, warum die Musik so gefühlsbetont ist. Wenn das Gerüst eines Stückes steht, wird es gemeinsam ausgebaut und weiterentwickelt. Wir lassen uns mit dem Arrangieren genügend Zeit, damit das, was durch das Stück vermittelt werden soll, auch hörbar wird.

Sid: Vielleicht ist das, was Antichrisis am meisten von vielen anderen Bands unterscheidet, einfach der Umstand, daß es bei uns nicht um irgendwelche erfundenen Geschichten, übernommene Klischees oder aufgesetzten Images geht, sondern daß sich in den Songs meine Gefühlswelt völlig unverstellt präsentiert. Durch die Musik trage ich mein Innerstes nach Aussen. Jeder, der meine Musik hört oder meine Texte liest, hat praktisch direkten Zugriff auf meine innere Erlebniswelt. Noch direkter, verletzbarer und offener als in meinen Songs kann ich im Grunde genommen kaum werden, und diese Direktheit kann den Zuhörer bei entsprechender Bereitschaft, für die Dauer eines Songs meine Welt zu betreten, natürlich stark berühren: Ich lasse ihn ohne jegliche Zensur oder Selbstschutzmechanismen an allen Höhen und Tiefen, die ich durchlebt habe, teilnehmen.

Was den ausschließlich handwerklichen Aspekt von Antichrisis betrifft, so gebe ich diesbezüglich quasi den Rahmen vor, innerhalb dessen sich alle anderen beteiligten MusikerInnen völlig frei bewegen können. Zwar schreibe ich die Songs und lege dadurch die grundsätzliche Richtung fest, doch ich habe gleichzeitig grossen Respekt den künstlerischen Fähigkeiten aller anderen Beteiligten, so daß ich ihnen niemals vorschreiben würde, was sie zu tun haben - ich lege höchstens mein Veto ein, wenn mir ein Beitrag mal gar nicht gefallen sollte, was allerdings nur selten vorkommt.

Frage: "Cantara Anachoreta" wirkt wie eine in sich geschlossene Geschichte - Kannst Du das bestätigen?

Sid: "Cantara Anachoreta" ist tatsächlich eine Art Konzeptalbum, dessen Songs die letzten Stunden im Leben des Eremiten Ariman schildern: Er spürt, daß seine Zeit gekommen ist und die Stunde der Dunkelheit naht ("Prologue"). Während seine Seele sich langsam der Schwelle des Schattenreichs nähert, ziehen die Begebenheiten seines Lebens als auch die vorangegangener Inkarnationen an ihm vorbei: So erlebt er nochmals das dunkle Zeitalter der Hexenverfolgung ("The Endless Dance"), in dem er trotz seiner damaligen Position als Abt eines Klosters versuchte, die Verfolgten zu schützen; und ebenso erlebt er den schmerzhaften Verlust der Frau, die er liebte ("Requiem ex Sidhe"). Er erinnert sich eines Mädchens, dem er auf seinen Spaziergängen oft begegnete, bis es eines Tages nicht mehr auftauchte: Das Kind hatte sich umgebracht, nachdem es von seinem Vater mißbraucht worden war - dennoch spürt Ariman die Präsenz des wütenden und Vergeltung einfordernden Geistes des Mädchens ("Goodbye to Jane")...

Bilder aus längst vergangenen Tagen steigen in dem Sterbenden empor, und er gedenkt der zahlreichen Momente seines Lebens, in denen er Mut und Tapferkeit aufbringen mußte, um sich selbst treu zu bleiben ("Baleias"): Auch wenn mancher Kampf verloren wurde, war es doch wichtig, gekämpft zu haben. Es fiel ihm nicht immer leicht, dem Pfad der Göttin zu folgen und ihre Lehren anzunehmen, doch wann immer er glaubte, sie habe ihn verlassen, war sie in Wirklichkeit bei ihm ("Her Orphaned Throne").

Und so träumt Ariman von der Wiederkehr der Göttin, die alle Ungerechtigkeit, alle leeren Versprechungen, alle Lügen und falschen Propheten hinwegfegen wird, so daß ein neues goldenes Zeitalter anbrechen kann ("Descending Messiah"). Mit dieser letzten Vision versinkt Ariman und taucht hinab in Cerridwen's Reich, den Garten der ewigen Träume, in dem seine suchende Seele endlich Heilung und Erlösung finden wird ("Epilogue"). Ob dies nun sein Ende ist oder er in ein neues Leben tritt, bleibt das Geheimnis des Eremiten.

Question: Is "Cantara Anachoreta" a concept-album? And could you explain the title?

Sid: "Cantara Anachoreta" is a latin-portugiese term meaning "The Chants of the Hermit". I've chosen that title because "Cantara Anachoreta" chronicles the last hours in the life of Ariman, the anchorite, who is aware that his time has finally come: Darkness embraces him ("Prologue"), and while he's on the threshold of twilight, he recollects occurances of his present life and past incarnations. Thus he relives the dark age of witchhunt ("The Endless Dance") as well as the tremendous distress of losing the one he once loved ("Requiem ex Sidhe"). He also remembers a little girl he once knew who committed suicide after being abused by her father, and Ariman's still able to sense the rage, anger and fury her ghost emanates ("Goodbye to Jane").

Images of long gone days do arise, and the anchorite recalls the moments when he had to withstand to remain true to his principles and beliefs ("Baleias"). It wasn't always easy to follow the path of the Goddess and to obey her advice, but whenever he thought that she might have left him in the lurch, she was in fact with him for guidance ("Her Orphaned Throne").

So he dreams of her return: A return that'll bring an end to injustice, intolerance and the lies of the false prophets - the dawning of a new golden era ("Descending Messiah"). Thereupon Ariman floats downstream to Cerridwen's realm, the garden of eternal dreams, where his seeking soul will find peace and tranquility at last ("Epilogue").

Frage: Welche Bedeutung steckt eigentlich hinter dem Cover von "Cantara Anachoreta"?

Sid: Das Cover zeigt eine geflügelte Schlange (aus der sich die mythologische Gestalt des Drachen entwickelte), die ein Ei umschlungen hält, aus dem das Universum geboren wird. Diese symbolische Darstellung der Göttin mit ihrer Schöpfung zieht sich durch fast alle Epochen und Kulturen: So verkörpert in der hinduistischen Tradition die Göttin Ananta die Schlangenmutter, die zugleich identisch mit der Kundalini ist - der inneren weiblichen Seele des Menschen, die zusammengerollt im Becken ruht und durch Yogaübungen dazu gebracht werden kann, sich zu entrollen und durch die Chakren zum Kopf hin aufzusteigen und so Erleuchtung zu bringen.

In China hieß die Göttin in Gestalt der geflügelten Schlange Mat Chinoi; in Babylon wurde sie als Kadi bezeichnet. In Ägypten war sie wie in Indien eine Totemform der Grossen Mutter, Per-Utachet bzw. Buto: Die ägyptische Uräus-Schlange war zugleich die Hieroglyphe für "Göttin", und interessanterweise wurde "Uräus" später auf sogenannten "Zauberzetteln" und in mittelalterlichen magischen Büchern (z. B. den henochischen Büchern des John Dee) zu einem der am häufigsten gebrauchten geheimen Namen Gottes. Nebenbei bemerkt: Schon in der Bibel lassen sich genügend Hinweise auf eine ursprüngliche Schlangenverehrung der Israeliten finden - z. B. in Numeri 21.8; Psalm 74:14 oder bei Jesaja 51.9. Ganz abgesehen davon bedeutet das hebräische Wort für Engel, "Seraph", ebenfalls "Schlange").

Das Ei, das die Schlange umschlungen hält, ist das mystische Symbol für das Universum in seiner embryonalen Form. Orphischen Überlieferungen zufolge gebar die Grosse Göttin der Finsternis, die Mutter der Nacht (die in dieser Gestalt als "Goddess of the Night" in dem Song "The Endless Dance" auftaucht), zuerst das Weltei, dem das Universum entschlüpfte und aus dessen beiden Eihälften sie Himmel und Erde schuf. Und gemäß der griechischen Sagen ist es Leda, die die himmlischen Zwillinge Kastor und Polydeukes gebar, wobei jeder der beiden seine Hälfte der Eierschale als Krone trug.

"Schlange des Nils" war nicht nur ein Ehrentitel Kleopatras, sondern der hoheitliche Titel aller ägyptischen Königinnen, und auch Isis wurde als geflügelte Schlange dargestellt - und da sich der Name Antichrisis auf die Göttin Isis bezieht, war es für mich naheliegend, sie in einer ihrer Manifestationen auf dem Cover darzustellen.