Question: Many gothic metal bands have used female vocals very well but also in excess nowadays. How do you feel about it? What is the main difference between a female and a male musician to you?

Sid : Yes, it seems that the Nightwish-syndrome has taken over the gothic metal-scene, quite often in order to disguise the male singer's incapacity, but that point doesn't concern us at all: I am a pretty good vocalist myself, but I like the idea of integrating a female voice because of the different colour that this vocals provide to the big picture of Antichrisis.

This doesn't necessarily mean that I'd prefer the male voice being responsible for the aggressive or powerful parts of the music whereas the female singer does all the soft and lyrical bits - this kind of stereotype is much too predictable and boring, hence I'm simply avoiding this mode of operation.

The difference between a male and a female musician? I don't see any difference in general because in my book musicianship doesn't depend on sexual categories, just on artistic ones - and if it comes to singing, it's merely reduced to the fact that there are not that many men able to sing soprano, whereas women hardly reach the pitch level of the bass.

Question: What comes to your mind when you hear the word christianity?

Sid: Christianity means nothing to me but a religious fraud: Though it is pretending to be about love, it sows the seed of hate and intolerance - and a damn lethal seed it is as one can tell by the track of blood christendom has left in history!

That doesn't mean that I'd disdain any person who's a christian believer...nope, everyone's free to believe what he/she likes as long as they're not harming any other living being; and if they think christianity's their cup of tea then good luck to them: It certainly isn't mine!

Question: Do you think that love is far away from hate? What is more difficult: to love or to hate?

Sid: I think love and hate cannot be put on the same level with each other, because while both being undoubtedly powerful emotions they are nevertheless of completely different derivations: You have to have a reason for hating someone, but you dont have to have a reason for love! On the other hand, love can easily turn into hate sometimes, as I've tried to explain in "Trying not to breathe" with the line "I hate you and I love you for what youve done to me": If the one you love leaves you, then two strong emotions are fighting against each other within yourself, and this is nothing but a horrible outburst of devastition! Being torn apart between love and hate is a most dangerous process, because it can easily end in self-destruction: Someone broke your heart, but you still love her/him because of the good times you've shared, and at the same time you hate that person because she/he has the power to make you feel so tremendously bad - it's like being a small iron particle in the centre between two strong magnets: Unable to move and unable to escape... Nevertheless I think it's much easier to love than to hate, although I don't deny the fact that hate is a very vigorous and vital force in human life; but as you have to have a cause for hating someone or something - unless you're a complete weirdo - hate is a rational-based state of mind, whereas love with its ability to strike you sometimes out of the blue is definitely a spiritual force. If you have a reason to hate someone, then do it - justified hate has to be lived through with all its consequences in order to keep your inner equilibrium, and you'll feel a whole lot better after you've gone through it. But hate can only be an ulterior motive for a certain time, it has to find its end at some stage, at the latest when it's achieved its object - otherwise it'll burn you out and leave you all barren, whereas love can go on forever and ever without doing any harm at all: There is no end to unconditional love because it is the divine impetus of life itself: The more you love, the more you'll obtain!

Frage: Es gibt einige Songs, die mich so tief bewegen, daß diese beim Hören immer Gänsehaut erzeugen. Neben Songs von Bands wie Dead Can Dance, Loreena McKennitt oder Sopor Aeturnus gehören auch z. B. "Goodbye to Jane" oder "How can I live on top of the Mountain?" zu dieser Sparte. Kennt ihr auch dieses Gefühl? Bei welchen Bands werdet ihr auf diese Art überwältigt?

Sid: Klar kenne ich das - allerdings sind es bei mir nicht so sehr Bands an sich, die diese Gefühle auslösen, sondern einzelne Lieder bzw. Stücke - so z. B. Pachelbels Kanon, der III. Satz aus Beethovens 9. Symphonie, der Liebestod aus Wagners "Tristan und Isolde", "For my fallen Angel" von My Dying Bride, "Sanvean" von Dead Can Dance, "Tunnel of Love" von den Dire Straits, "New Dawn Fades" von Joy Division, "If I should fall behind" von Bruce Springsteen, "The Memory of Trees" von Enya, "Up the Junction" von Squeeze, "Shanagolden" von Paddy Day, "Let Down" von Radiohead, "Pillars of Davidson" von Live, "From Adam to Eve" von Nigel Kennedy, "Will You?" von Hazel O'Connor, "Lonesome Highway" von Shane McGowan, "End of the Line" von Mink de Ville, "Hollywood Holiday" von True West, "The Siren of the Woods" von Therion, "Road to Somewhere" von Mark Beer, "With whom to dance" von The Divine Comedy, "Rock'n'Roll Suicide" von David Bowie, "All my little Words" von The Magnetic Fields, "When the Music's over" von den Doors, "This Man, this Street, this Life" von den Cowboy Junkies, "My lonely Sad Eyes" von Them, "Love hurts" von Nazareth, "I gotta be strong" von Gene Pitney, "One" von U2, "Leader of the Pack" von den Shangri-Las, "Here" von den Tindersticks, "Boys of Melody" von The Hidden Cameras...und so könnte es noch endlos weitergehen!

Näx: Oh ja, das ist immer noch die beste Musik, die von den Ohren direkt ins zentrale Nervensystem geht, unter Umgehung des Haupthirns. Genial! Dieses Gefühl erzeugen bei mir vor allem einige Balladen von Loreena McKennitt, die schnellen Sets der Bothy Band und der "Buuredanz" und "Pänz, Pänz, Pänz" von den Bläck Föss...