Question: People say that when you fall in love you do not notice anything around any more - was it the same to you when it comes to your first love?

Sid: To me it's exactly the other way round: When I am in love, I perceive everything around me much clearer - as if I had lived in a two-dimensional world before and now suddenly entered a three-dimensional reality! The sun seems brighter, the nights more enchanting, the moonlight much softer, the air sweeter... everything seems more intensive, more real - but at the same time more magical as well.

Question: How do you feel when you hear about pornography with children through the Internet nearly every day? Do you think that one day it will be common to watch those pictures on TV?

Sid : I do hope not - but this male dominated society is a rather sick system, and there's already enough abominable pornographic stuff in the internet and on TV right now! In my point of view, pornography in general is the documentation of the abuse of every female being; and the fact that not only a few men are turned on by pornography and prostitution shows that a majority of the male gender is neither able to develop a healthy sexual self-awareness nor to perceive women as autonomous human beings.

Question: Which are the main feelings you want to transport through your music? Would it be melancholy or beauty - or both?

Sid: The main idea behind Antichrisis is that music and lyrics as an undividable entity should be a reflection of my soul, a mirror of my dreams, my visions, my desires and my emotions. Hence this music is of very personal and intimate matter, for it reveals my inner self completely.

Melancholy and beauty are both part of my world of emotions, as well as love and hate, sadness and joy, fear and hope, strength and weakness, desire and lust, depression and confidence... it would be impossible to list all the emotional states I am or have been going through, but nevertheless they're all reflected in my songs - and that's exactly what I want to transmit to the listener: The heart and soul of me, my emotions with all their shades and nothing else.

Frage: Ihr scheint ja wirklich jede Menge Instrumente zu beherrschen. Habt ihr euch das Spielen selbst beigebracht oder habt ihr Unterricht genommen? Bereitet es euch Probleme, an allen Instrumenten über die Jahre fit zu bleiben, oder übt ihr mit allen regelmäßig?

Sid: Ich bin absoluter Autodidakt und übe auch so gut wie nie, weshalb ich im Gegensatz zu Näx kein guter Musiker im technischen Sinne bin - aber es gelingt mir dennoch, mit einfachen Mitteln gute Songs zu schreiben. Zwar finde ich mich auf vielen Instrumenten einigermaßen zurecht, "beherrschen" würde ich das jedoch nicht nennen. Näx hingegen hat das Spielen auf dem Dudelsack wirklich erlernt und ist auch definitiv ein Virtuose - nicht nur auf diesem Instrument! Zum Üben kann ich mich nie aufraffen, weil mir das zu langweilig ist: Sobald ich mich mit einem Instrument hinsetze, kommt mir meist schon eine Songidee, die ich dann ausarbeiten möchte...

Näx: Mit 6-7 wollte ich unbedingt Geige lernen, was ich dann auch sechs Jahre lang versuchen durfte, bis ich keinen Spaß mehr daran hatte. Mit 15 habe ich mir mit Nachhilfeunterricht meine erste Gitarre verdient und mir die legendäre und weltweit bekannte Schrammeltechnik beigebracht. Irgenwann danach hörte ich dann zum ersten Mal die Pogues, die Dubliners und schließlich die Bothy Band und war prompt vom irischen Virus infiziert. Also besorgte ich mir eine Mandoline (die wie die Violine gestimmt ist), dazu Tin Whistles und Dance Tunes. Der Hit war aber, daß ich aus der Zeitung erfuhr, daß es in Bonn einen Uilleann Pipes-Lehrer gab: Tom Kannmacher - einer der Wegbereiter des Folkrevivals im Deutschland der 70er und 80er Jahre. Also ging ich mit 18 Jahren wieder in die Musikschule, baute ein Instrument und bekam regelmäßigen Unterricht. Mit Eintritt in das Studentenleben fiel der Unterricht dann wieder weg, aber der gute Kontakt zu Tom blieb erhalten. So musiziere ich seither in verschiedenen Folkbands und vor allem in irischen Sessions. Man bleibt so in Übung und lernt nie aus, obwohl diese Praxis mit dem Studienende leider abnimmt.

Question: Antichrisis has released 3 excellent albums so far, but hasn't achieved that much recognition. Do you have an explanation for that phenomenon?

Sid : Thanks for your compliment. I guess the point about Antichrisis being not that popular as it deserves to be (at least in my humble opinion) is that Antichrisis is not "trendy" enough! It's not easy for the audience to "consume" our music, because the music itself challenges a listener's open-mindedness! If you listen to a Cradle of Filth-album for example, you'll always know what the next song on the CD might probably sound like, because bands like CoF as well as many others are strictly limited to just one musical style... but if you listen to an Antichrisis-album for the very first time, it's simply impossible to predict what'll come next - or would you have expected a Pop-tune like "Nightswan" after the Intro ("How can I live on top of the mountain?") on our 2nd. album? And even if you think you might have got the idea behind Antichrisis, then the next album will be completely different from the last one...

Question: Have you ever played live? I would be really interested in your gigs which must be a great experience. Another band I know once mentioned that their dream would be to play in an ancient church. Have you ever thought similarly about this as well?

Sid : We have actually been playing live when touring Europe (Austria, Switzerland, Germany, Belgium and The Netherlands) together with Tristania, The Sins of thy Beloved, Siebenbürgen and Trail of Tears in spring 1999, but it wasn't exactly a satisfying experience for us: Poor organisation, lack of essential equipment, bad promotion and other unpleasant circumstances made this some kind of "Tour de Force" - 19 gigs within 3 weeks without a day off, surrounded by a horde of permanently drunken Scandinavians wasn't that much fun! Anyway, we tried to make the best out of it and act as professional as possible (quite tricky if you haven't the chance to do soundchecks!), so we could at least prove the audience that Antichrisis is also a splendid live-act! Unfortunately Naex couldn't be with us on that tour, as he had to pass his exams at that time, so the tour-band included just me, Dragonfly, Brown Jenkin on Guitar, a mad session drummer and our japanese friend Roland on Keyboards and Sequencer.

Nevertheless I do enjoy live performances, although I'd prefer an old pagan temple to a Christian building for an Antichrisis-gig - as long as there are enough sockets somewhere: Otherwise it'd be a rather "unplugged" experience (which wouldn't mean a serious problem to Antichrisis either, as we're capable of doing an acoustic set as well!).

Question: You do seem to be fascinated by ancient cultures, am I right?

Sid: Yes, you are: I'm interested in matriarchal cultures all over the world, especially in those of Northern-European, pre-Celtic origin.

I do also admire Celtic Art: I remember having seen photographs of early Celtic Art when I was about 14 years old, and from that very moment I've been fascinated by the rich symbolism and the beauty of that artistic school; and so I tried to go deeper into Celtic Culture, reading every available book that I could lay my hands on. I spent about 10 or 12 years on reading and learning until I began actually understanding the spirit of all I've read about, which goes far beyond plain knowledge - spiritual awareness cannot be learned, it has to be experienced. Of course it was of great importance to me to gain knowledge through literature, but really experiencing the Celtic Spirit happened when I visited some of the ancient quoits in England and Ireland and listened to the old ballads not only with my ears, but with my heart!

Question: In which ways have you succeeded in mixing acoustic and electric music?

Sid: When I wrote the songs for "Cantara Anachoreta" and "A Legacy of Love", I usually started with evolving the basic chords on acoustic guitar, but for "Perfume" things were different, because of its emphasis on electronic sounds and grooves. I started with just some basic rhythms and bass lines when working on the "Perfume"-material, which was a modified way of creating and arranging songs. causing the tracks to develop in another musical direction than those of "A Legacy of Love", which was just what I wanted.

Personally, I don't see any reason for drawing a parting line between electronic and acoustic instruments: They both have their advantages, and they're both wonderful tools for creating the musical soundscapes of Antichrisis.